Depressing

Today 25 February, is the announcement of examination(STPM) result.

we have the chance to help teacher key in the points and the result in the computer.

my friends are the people who lend teacher their hands...and unfortunately they discovered that last year's result was not good, the best result was from a girl, she got 3A's and 1B. and 2 students failed in the examination. we saw many people felt down and some of them cried. When i saw the scene, i felt depressing, i imagine that i cried in the same day next year. i don't want to be the one who failed the examination. i want to have good result to continue my study. i wish i can get the field that i want. i was be given stress indirectly by watching the senior cried. though there is a chance to retake the examination, they still felt sad because they felt disappointed with their results.

me and my classmate were shocked in the moment and everyone started to worry about themselves.i think i should study hard if i do not want to fail...

I am using my low of attraction to imagined i was the one who walked up the stage to received the glory that i achieved. I wish it will lead me to the true...

I am here to pray to You....hope you will cheer my senior and help them pass the examination they retake later and my result will be flying colors in this year STPM. thank God for blessing me and my friends....

Chameleon

Today 24 February, i feel down but I don't know why

I sit in front the computer , opening my Facebook , checking my application and request.

As usual, I am thinking what to post on my wall. but don't know why I feel moody suddenly.

maybe I am alone in the house and no one talk to me. my mind is empty, need someone hold me in his arms..care me when I have a bad mood. are you there , I am missing you.

I would never feel lonely when I have you beside me. I need you all the time in my life, you have occupied my heart, my mind,and my soul.

I know maybe I'm too counted on you, hope you will not feel annoying . I had used to live with you , if you walk out of my life , I will lose my way, my heart breaks if you leave me . I always worried that you will leave me someday, I scared you will love someone else in the future, but I do......I tried very hard to trust you and I've did it . I trust every word from you. I will let you do what you want and what you like to do. I appreciated what I have with you , you gave me loves and cares . tried to let me feel the happiness . I felt it....really , I am happy now,because of you. I am blessed now , because of you. I got you , you are my everything....you are my breath , my memory , my victory , my proud.......

May God bless me and you will have a better future .

wish you get what you want , and I get what I need.

don't feel fidgety when you lose something ,you still have me, I will always be there for you.

don't worry , I will always prepare my hug and my kiss to calm you down...

'' dear , I love you ''

the words I said often....but it's the authentication form me to you.....

Twilight

Twilight is the time when the sun setting down and the sky turn into dark blue and slowly become black

we passed the moment everyday,but how many people know about the gorgeous about it.

though the twilight just probably half an hour, it's beauties is beyond description.

I love Twilight when i watched the movie '' Twilight '' I started to learn how beautiful is it.

the story is very touching. A love story between the vampire ( Edward) and the human(Bella).

they came from different backgrounds , different generation , and different lives style , but when they met, Cupid shots an arrow through their chest , that's why Edward felt Bella's unique. the smell on her body attracted Edward , the sweet smell of her blood , not to fill his hunger but full fill his lonely heart. He can't dominated himself to think about her....even when she was sleeping, he went to her house to watched her dreaming, touched her face with his cold hand. She felt like she was dreaming about him and she don't know he was really sat beside her everyday.

They was studying in the same high school . they have to sit together in the physics class, everyday when it is recess time , they glanced over each other....when their eyes come to contact....they turn their sight to the plate . The embarrassment show their perception..they have good feelings on each other. Unfortunately , Edward realized that they are different types, they cant get together like normal people.Edward started to escaped from Bella. Bella felt wired when Edward changed his attitude and he saved Bella in a accident unpredictably.Bella felt strange with his action so she asked him bravely in the forest and Edward told her what he really is.Though she was appalled when she knew the truth , love conquer everything. Bella chose to be with Edward whatever happened.They came through many things with their firmly love.

i love the story and i love the movie.....It showed what love really is....

23 February 2010

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i felt different today, i think about him early in the morning,think about everything about us....

suddenly a question came out of my mind....when will he stop loving me? I wish i would never know forever, i really hope that we can walk through everything,though we are still young , i choose to settle down with him. But i don't know how he thinks.....maybe there are somebody waiting for him in the future.Maybe our love has it expired. I wish everything will not happen.The only thing that happen is the scene in a church that we walk through the red carpet , listen to the wedding march and give vows and when the priest ask do I .....and i will say I do....then he will wear the ring on me and i will do it back to him and then he will kiss my forehead and lips with the strongest love .

this is what i always dream to have.......a perfect wedding.❤

I wish to you....that my dream come through...thanks

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First post from Cheyenne

this is the year 2010....today is 22 February, this is the first time i write a post in here...
maybe it will not be found but i will still drop down my words...
actually i like to write something about myself on a wall or a page...but is too difficult for me to maintain this good habit..
now i just will write a thing when i feel sad or happy...otherwise i will just let it be like this ..

last week was the school holidays...and it was also the Chinese New Year....i have a wonderful holidays with him and his family.
though there was some disputation between us , we always settled at last...
that was first time i went to a trip with his family...that was really filled me in a happiness jar...
his family treated me great during the days we on the trip..
i felt glad that i have a chance to gathered with them....

Because of the happiness that live in my heart , i cant concentrate to my revision for my monthly test.
but fortunately i have favorably passed my test this morning.
i thank to God cause blessing me....giving me a peaceful life with a sincere guy beside me.
i love him just as much as i love myself.